FarewellI'll break the rules. I'll fake a smile.I'll show you that about me there is nothing worthwile.I'll make you give up. I'll make you hate me,so that then I'll be able to say farewell to thee.
WaitingWhen breathing becomes too painful,when life is just too much,I take too many pills and wait for death's touch.
SmallSmaller, smaller, so so smallUntil on its own this body will fall.Breaking down, no thoughts will be left,when my life will be death's latest theft.
PerhapsA life filled with pain and hate,a soul broken to pieces,perhaps there is no chance to get out of this,no way that this hopelessness decreases.
DeathOne day I might jump.One I day I might fall.None of your words will help me,because I long too much for death's call.
Anorexia NervosaAnorexia nervosa is like an invisible enemy. She stretches out her long fingers after your throat and tries to suffocate you. Over the time she presses harder and harder, yet she still forces you to believe that you need her to survive, even though she is the one who is trying to take away your life.
HeartBa-dump. Ba-dump.My heart is still beating.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.Trying to hold on.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.One day it will stop fighting.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.And I'm waiting for that moment to come.
WonderingThe voices scream and whisper,my body hurts and cries,I wonder when everything will be over,when this hollow shell finally dies.
There is nothing leftTired and empty.Lonely and sad.Depression has taken,everything I had.