Anorexia NervosaAnorexia nervosa is like an invisible enemy. She stretches out her long fingers after your throat and tries to suffocate you. Over the time she presses harder and harder, yet she still forces you to believe that you need her to survive, even though she is the one who is trying to take away your life.
HeartBa-dump. Ba-dump.My heart is still beating.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.Trying to hold on.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.One day it will stop fighting.Ba-dump. Ba-dump.And I'm waiting for that moment to come.
WonderingThe voices scream and whisper,my body hurts and cries,I wonder when everything will be over,when this hollow shell finally dies.
There is nothing leftTired and empty.Lonely and sad.Depression has taken,everything I had.
One Two ThreeOne, two, three, fourI can't stand this life anymore.Five, six, seven, eightperhaps suicide is my fate.
WatchWatch me fall, say goodbye -there is not much time left, until I die.
Never meant to beHave a look at meand you will seea girl, who was never meant to be.Leave me alone,let me rest in peace,and soon my lifewill finally cease.
Tick TockTick Tock.The clock's running.And I'm running out of time.Tick. Tock.This will be my last year.My last year alive..